So Much

Amy Lynn McConahy

Jul 12, 2022

Summarizing Three Weeks of Crazy

I usually try to pop on here one or two times a week, but I find myself three weeks in without a post. Sigh... It has been a whirlwind of good and bad lately. We had a winner for our Cover Art Contest, my husband and I's 13th anniversary, and the 4th of July. But I also found out that my mom-in-law has breast cancer, my mother needs surgery, my cousin (who is like a sister to me) is sick, and my grandparents now have Covid. For now, I feel at peace with all of it, and I am continuing working "business as usual" style. But I can't help but have that feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop. To melt down. To feel the worry and anxiety I would normally be feeling. When the pandemic first started, I continued on. When God asked difficult things of me, I continued on. With each piece of bad news both family related and world related, I continued on. I suppose the "I" in all of those statements should be corrected to "We" because we are never alone. God is good. For right now He is carrying me, and for that I am appreciative.